I have decided to be a part of my best friends life. I guess this means I will now sneak around. Once I decided I wanted my best friend in my life again, I felt so much better. I slept like a baby. We have so much to catch up on. I have so much to tell him about the kids. The boys are playing sports now and he will get a kick out of that. We may not be able to hang out like before, but I plan on meeting him for lunches. And we can talk during the day when I am home alone. We will start there. I bet I get caught pretty quick. We shall see.