I am very happy today. The weekend is halfway over and it is bright and sunny. DH noticed that I have been happy for the last couple of days. Glad he does not ask why. I had the best catch up conversation with my best friend. We caught up on so much. Old friends, family and just great chats. It really reminded me why he was always in my life. I can be me around him. I can be the person I always was. Not the housemom who just sits and waits on the family. We can laugh about all the stupid stuff I have done. I love the whole remember when you did this…. We are planning to meet for lunch soon and I can not wait. Sometimes when I hear an old song, it will take me back and sometimes make me sad. Now I can smile and laugh at what we were doing back then. It has only been a couple of days and I can feel all my spirits up!
I’m glad that you are feeling better and happier. That is good.
I do worry about you. I don’t know much (really…anything) about you so it’s easy for an outsider to give advice. I just don’t want you to do anything hurtful to yourself or your husband or your marriage. You can still be silly with your husband and kids. Set some boundaries where you are not the servant waiting on the family.
You are an individual woman with your own wants and needs. Ask for them from your hubby and children.
I know – it’s so much easier said than done. I completely understand that because I have a hard time doing that myself. But it can be done.
And you deserve it!